Chapter Twenty-Three: Embers

This is Mira’s story — part fiction, part reflection, wholly honest.
(Each chapter will end with a note from her writing, signed as your trusted friend.)

🎧Listen while you read: “Ceilings” by Lizzy McAlpine
For those gentle moments that don’t arrive with fanfare, but mean everything

Mira’s Story: Embers
A Seat by the fire

Things had felt steady since the night Mira showed up in the garage. Quiet days, text exchanges, soft check-ins, holding one another close in the dark. The slow creation of a new rhythm.

Then, Rowan invited them over for dinner on a Thursday. He grilled, of course. Simple, good food. The house was alive with laughter and warmth: Ellie sang snippets of a song from the other room, Cal argued good-naturedly about which movie they should watch that weekend.

Cal kept cracking himself up by making dramatic voices for each movie title, tossing black olives in the air and trying to catch them in his mouth. Mira caught one mid-arc and tossed it at Rowan, who faked offense and blamed Cal for the chaos.

The smells of roasted garlic and cedar hung in the air. It was the kind of house that felt lived-in, loved, and full.

Rowan made the mistake of choosing the music, leaving room for Ellie to tease him mercilessly.

“Daaaad, no one listens to Coldplay anymore. That’s officially entering ‘Dad Rock’ territory,” Ellie said with seriousness.

“What’s Coldplay?” Pepper responded.

Mira walked into the dining room behind Ellie and looped her arm casually around her neck, “It’s dangerous territory,” Mira said in mock seriousness. “Next thing you know we’ll all be in cargo shorts and crocks.”

“Nooooo! Not the cargo shorts!” Ellie shrieked gripping Mira and shaking her playfully.

Pepper had seconds of everything but didn’t say much. Mira watched her daughter with quiet affection, letting her find her own way into this new rhythm.

After dinner, Pepper slipped outside alone. The backyard was strung with lights, and the fire pit glowed low with steady orange coals. She wore an oversized hoodie pulled up tight, her knees tucked under her chin, gaze fixed on the embers.

Rowan watched from the window for a moment, then stepped into the kitchen and poured two mugs of hot cocoa. He stared at the marshmallows, shrugged, and added a handful….maybe a chaotic amount.

When he walked outside, she didn’t look up.

He offered her the mug.

“I didn’t know your marshmallow-to-liquid ratio,” he said. “So I guessed… unhinged.”

Pepper snorted softly and took the cup. “You guessed right.”

He sat across from her, not too close.

They watched the fire crackle. Somewhere inside, Ellie laughed too loudly at something Cal said. Music floated faintly through the windows.

And Pepper sat still in it. Let it wash over her.

After a while, she spoke.

“You know I don’t like anyone for my mom.”

Rowan looked over, but didn’t respond. Just listened.

“She’s been through enough. People show up and then leave. Even the ones who swear they won’t.”

Rowan nodded slowly. “That makes sense.”

She took a sip. “But you… I don’t know. You feel different. Like… not just trying to be nice. Or fake.”

He swallowed. “Thank you. That means more than you probably know.”

Rowan can see Pepper’s jaw clench, then she says carefully, “I was scared when you came around. Like, ‘Great, another guy who’ll promise stuff and disappear when it gets hard.’ But you didn’t. And I see the way you look at my mom. It’s kinda gross in that lovey dovey way… but, whatever.”

Rowan knows that kind of trust from Pepper is big. “I’m not perfect. I’ll mess things up sometimes. But I won’t lie to you. Or leave without saying goodbye. You deserve better than what you’ve had.”

She nods. Then leans over just enough for her shoulder to bump his. No hug. No big gesture. But everything about it says: you’re in.

Another long pause. Then: “Thanks,” and then so quietly Rowan wonders if he’s heard it, “for staying.”

Rowan’s grits his teeth, his eyes feeling hot. He looks at Pepper’s face. She’s avoiding eye contact. “Thanks for letting me stay.”

“Have you ever felt mad at someone and sad about them at the same time? Like you wanna forget them and hug them at the same time?”

Rowan nodded. “Yeah. Definitely.”

She pulled her hood tighter. “That’s how I feel about my dad.”

Rowan stayed very still.

“I don’t talk about him much. People get weird. Or they try to make it better.”

He didn’t speak.

“He was… cool. Everyone liked him. Made people feel special. But he’s an addict. Pills mostly. He could disappear like no one else. In and out of jail. Got shot once in his stomach. Whole thing was fuzzy. He’d come around and vanish. Eventually, he just… stayed gone.”

Rowan’s chest ached. He felt it all.

She didn’t cry. She didn’t dramatize. She just told it. Like someone who’d learned early that people didn’t always stay, and stopped expecting them to.

“I used to think maybe I should miss him more. But mostly I feel tired. And… like I had to grow up fast. For my mom.”

She looked at him, really looked at him.

“You’re not like him.”

She wasn’t used to this kind of steadiness from a man, from someone outside the two-person world she’d shared with Mira. It felt strange not to brace for the letdown. And maybe that’s why she said it, because part of her hoped saying it out loud would make it more true.

He met her gaze, steady. “I work hard to make sure of that.”

And when she said, “I think you’re good for her,” it felt like something special had just been handed to him.

He wasn’t thinking about being perfect. He was just thinking: Don’t fuck this up. Be steady. Be kind. Keep showing up.

“I’m not trying to be your dad,” he said. “But I do care. About both of you.”

Pepper looked back at the fire. She didn’t want to leave.

She didn’t say it out loud, but she felt it in her chest…that soft, aching pull.

They sat in silence, the kind that meant something had shifted.

Inside, the sounds of Rowan’s kids and their joy still carried.

“I know.”

Inside, he could see Mira through the kitchen window, laughing softly with Ellie, her hands moving as she talked. He hadn’t said it yet, but he loved the way she belonged without effort.

While washing dishes inside, Ellie bumped Mira’s hip with hers and handed her a dishtowel.

“Okay, you’re officially fun,” she said.

Mira raised an eyebrow. “Was that ever in question?”

“Maybe a little.” It hit with a little more seriousness than Ellie had intended, but then she smiled.

“You totally passed the cargo shorts test… and I’m glad you’re here. I…. I like who dad is with you.

Mira wrapped her arm around Ellie. She fit perfectly under her arm. “I’m glad to be here too. And look…” She said nodding toward the backyard. “Your dad passed the marshmallow one.”

Cal popped his head in from the hallway just then, holding a half-built Lego contraption.

“Is he winning points again?”

Ellie grinned. “He’s collecting them like Pokemon.”

Cal giggled and disappeared just as quickly, the sound of his footsteps echoing down the hall.

Ellie turned to look and Mira felt Ellie soften and let out a soft breath. Almost like she was releasing something she no longer had to hold onto. Because she didn’t.

And when Mira stepped outside a few minutes later and saw them like that, cups half-full, fire low, hearts laid bare in the best way, she didn’t say a word.

She just let the moment be what it was: earned, real, and quietly beautiful.

She didn’t interrupt the quiet or fill it with commentary. She just stood there, heart full, watching something unfold she hadn’t dared to hope for.

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Blog Post: The Sweetest Surprises
Where love sneaks in

Some moments don’t arrive with a fanfare. They don’t announce themselves or come wrapped in romance. They unfold slowly, quietly—under string lights, around a fire, in the hush of a backyard on a cool night.

Trust, I’m learning, isn’t built in grand gestures. It’s built in firelight and cocoa. In showing up without being asked. In the slow, steady rhythm of being there.

It’s in those moments that love sneaks up on you. Not just the romantic kind, but the tender, fierce love you feel when you watch someone you cherish find something they never expected.

A softness. A safety. A new way of being seen.

Watching Pepper sit across from Rowan, hoodie pulled tight, eyes steady and unafraid—that was a kind of love I didn’t know I’d get to witness.

There was a time I would’ve panicked at this—at the vulnerability, the possibility of disappointment. I’ve spent years protecting her from people who seemed kind but vanished when it counted. To watch her choose to trust someone… that cracked something open in me too.

There was no performance in it. Just truth. Just trust. Just a girl who’s had to be grown too soon letting someone in.

It didn’t look like something extravagant. It looked like hot cocoa and shared silence. Like grief held gently. Like a door cracked open, just enough for warmth to pour in.

That’s the magic. The kind you don’t plan for. The kind you never want to rush.

It reminded me that safety isn’t just about who stays.
It’s about who sees us in our ache and doesn’t turn away.
And sometimes, the greatest surprise is learning that our hearts still know how to open.

Even after everything.

I don’t know what the future holds. But I know this: seeing my daughter open the door I’ve kept locked for so long—seeing her sit, and stay, and speak from her heart—it was a kind of miracle.

And maybe the sweetest surprise wasn’t watching her trust him.

Maybe it was realizing I could trust myself.

Always,

Your Trusted Friend ❤

Has love ever surprised you in the quiet moments?
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